June 3, 2005

  • Reminiscing on yesterday....


    Its crazy to see how much Kim has grown, the things she has learned. You can't slow down time, you can't let it leave you behind. Gotta go with the flow....


    She is my pride & joy...my purpose in life. My dedication, inspiration, and motivation for a better life. Provide for her things I never imagined. Hope she gains an education I never thought I'd ever achieve. Help her achieve her goals, while allowing her to gain independence. THATS THE HARDEST PART RIGHT THERE!! Gain independence. There are so many times where she is independent. I never thought I would miss her wanting me to wipe her butt for her, but I don't mind doing it.


    She still sleeps with me & her daddy. SO!! There will be a day where she absolutely will NOT want me to hold her hand while we're out in public. I'm going to miss that hand grabbing for mine, wanting me to lead her. The day will come when she no longer wants to sleep in bed with me, or let me take showers with her, or give her a bath. She'll want her own privacy, she'll no longer want advice from me cuz she'll think I'm just lecturing her. She try to pull all kinds of tricks on me as if I never attempted pulling every single one.


    So....for the time being, I don't mind her still wanting me to carry her around the mall. I don't mind her wanting to sleep with us. So what if I still give her baths and take baths with her, wipe her butt, feed her. I'd rather enjoy each and every moment I'm able and allowed to do things for her all the way till the time comes where she no longer WANTS me.


    ((sigh))....how much my baby has grown, but she'll NEVER outgrow being my BABY!!



    Dec. '03


    2004


    A few months ago


    She will forever be my baby!!


    My different hair color & lengths:



    Pix from the past 2 yrs. (2003-2004)


    I miss having short hair. Easy to fix, tame, do anything to. But..its has its limits. Not many styles, can't put everything in a ponytail. Time changes, gotta change along with it.